Just when u thought your day couldn't get any worse, u want to watch some youtube videos while going to bed, a random self improvement video just decided to pop up in my feed, giving a harsh truth to get real with my life, But instead of getting inspired, it only gave me either regret or anxiety. I don't need a reminder of how fucking pathetic i am dude i already knew it myself. The only idea that fits for me really is just the one and only mindfulness.